I’m A Gameboy Junkie

If i told you it only took you just one sentence to make me feel disappointed, would you believe me?

I really hate this.
Although i’m sick, I just freaking found out that my class had a chinese common test plus a compre test today This is so upsetting.
That means i’ve got to do the chinese test thingy tmr during the one and a half periods.

I’m trying to understand the mechanisms for arenes but i just don’t bloody get it. Argh I wanna go and take my nap already ):

You know up till now, I find it extremely hard to believe I’m in a class that mugs. Yeah. Muggers i tell you. At least 5/6 of the class are closet muggers. Heh yes, I’m part of that 1/6 who doesn’t closet mug. I openly mug. HAHA just kidding. I’m too cool to mug la yes? YES!
I’m far behind with work anyway. Need to start my revision for promos. And Bio DNA Replication is kicking my ass cause there’s just too much to remember.

I miss the 7! ):
I miss eating chocolate.

I need someone to tell me he’ll be there when he needs the most. Someone to see me through my darkest days and never leave me no matter what happens.
I need someone who will hug me, make me smile, make me laugh just because he hates to see me so down, to see tears coming down cause it pains him.
I need someone who will kiss my forehead when i’m sobbing to calm me down, softly whispering that everything will be alright.
I need someone who will piggyback me cause it gives him a chance to be close to me.
I need someone to give me his heart, like how I’ll give him mine.
I need someone to hold my hand and never let go, to conquer my darkest fears and tell me to push on cause i’m so close to reaching my goal.
I need someone who won’t be afraid to be seen with me
I need someone whom I can call at 3 in the morning to pour my heart out to if something is bothering me.
I was hoping and praying that someone would be you.
I wanted to tell you that I could live without you, I just didn’t want to.

Hello.
I am so bored i started to go check out wedding dresses at vera wang. Eh please there really was nothing else to do. And oh man, the dresses are absolutely beautiful.

I swear to myself i’m going to get married in a vera wang wedding gown. I DON’T CARE IF IT COSTS A BOMB!!
It’s so friggin nice.

It feels completely horrible to be bored. And when there’s no one to hang out with.
And luke cheang has either school / training.
….
BORRRRRINGG

As i stood there watching the bus drive off from the stop. I couldn’t help but smile. You’re just too good for me and sometimes i wonder if i was good enough for you as well.
On my way home I just thought of how easily you made me happy in the littlest things you do. Making me laugh on my worst days and making me feel like just running over to you to hug you cause i just missed you so much from not being able to see you for an entire week. I wish time spent with you could always be dragged on and sometimes i pray you wouldn’t go. In all honesty i’m not sick of seeing you. I never was. And never will be.

Thanks for making my birthday incredibly special this year (:

Sometimes it’s hard
When the rain is pouring in
I used to worry
What tomorrow would bring

Then you came along
Changed my world around
You gave me something to believe in
When I’m upside down

And let me say
I owe it all to you
And I want to thank you
For making the sun come shining through

Now that we’re together
Everything can only get better
Now that you’re around me
I swear I’m gonna love you forever
You bring the sunshine to my life

If you should find
You need someone too
Just turn it in my direction
And I’ll do the same for you

And let me say from the bottom of my heart
I wanna thank you
For making the sun come shining through

Sigh.
I swear i don’t understand a thing about chinese.
And the lessons are getting tougher as the weeks go by.
So how on earth do i survive?

I’m not even suppose to be online.
Was suppose to start my revision for MYE.
Plus I have to choreograph the freaking dance for college day in 2 weeks time.
Add on the enormous pile of work stacked up in front of me.
The pressure of trying to mantain a good grade for all tests…
This. sucks.

But surprisingly i’ve managed to pull through.
It was all thanks to you (:
Just can’t wait to see you again….

You know i’m not exactly suppose to be online…
But the temptation was too good to resist.
So here I am.
Feeling VERY guilty. I swear
And also because I’m ALMOST done studying for bio test, I shall just do some random stuff

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today?
Misery Business - Paramore
(Yeah Misery loves me too much. I’m a friggin emo kid. )

2) Will you get far in life?
So close - Jon McLaughlin
(HAHA. SHOOT why on earth are all the songs emo?! I guess i’ll have some missed chances in life?!?!?! SO CLOSE YET SO FAR LOL )

3) What’s your best friend’s theme song?
Low - Flo Rida (feat T.pain)
(THIS IS SO TRUE. The 7! is addicted to this song (: )
LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW

4) What is the story of your life?
Through with you - Maroon 5
(Doesn’t make a lot of sense… It can mean I’m through with being lazy and I will finish studying bio before dinner)

5) What was high school like?
Morningside - Sara Bareilles
(I honestly have no clue.)

6) How can you get ahead with life?
Shiver - Maroon 5
(uhh… By shivering more and maybe i’ll start having more flings LOL just kidding ____ )

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
Let Your Love Be Strong - Switchfoot
(My friends are friggin awesome cause they’re always there to support me and help me out. Our love for each other is strong (: )

Describe your grandparents.
83 - John Mayer
(Young at heart. They want to relive their childhood. I guess… )

9) How’s your life going?
L-O-V-E - OLIVIA
(HAHAHAAHAHAH incredibly true I think some people know why hahahahaha)

10) What will be played at my funeral?
Thanks for the memories - Fall Out Boy
(I think i’ll go unremembered by anyone. LOL “thanks for the memories even though they weren’t so great”. WTH you guys better not play this at my funeral )

11) Will you have a happy life?
Tears on my pillow - Little Anthony & The imperials
(OBVIOUSLY NOT. I’m going to live a life full of heartbreaks </3 )

12) What do your friends really think of you?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo
(Eh. People. I swear i’ll be more punctual whenever i meet you guys HAHA. And i love you guys ok)

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Umbrella/ Cinderella - Rihanna (Feat. ChrisBrown and Jay-z)
(WTH. I don’t think so! Maybe they lust after the umbrellas.)

14) How can you make yourself happy?
If I Had it my way - Emma Roberts
(UHH work hard, prove everyone wrong? )

15) What should you do with your life?
Kiss on me - Tyler Hilton
(Uh start kissing more people? WTH This doesn’t make sense la. )

16) Will you ever have children?
P.D.A (we just don’t care) - John Legend
(Pretty much. This song is so horny. I will have children. Question is HOW MANY EXACTLY. )

17) What song would you strip to?
True - Ryan Cabera
(WHAT THE HELL. enough said)

1 What does your mom think of you?
Beautiful Love - The Afters
( I LOVE MY MOMMY. I think she thinks i’m pretty awesome )

19) What is your deep, dark secret?
That’s When i love you - Aslyn
(?! I’m kinda hungry ): )

20) What is your enemy’s theme song?
Move Along - TAAR
(Yup, Time to move along peeps. She thinks i’m not worth her time HAHAHA )

21) Whats your personality like?
Feel it - BEP
(I’m groovy (: )

22) What will be played at your wedding?
Black horse and the cherry tree - KT
(Cool song but just not the right time to play it … )

CAN I JUST TAG EVERYONE?
i’m lazy
sorry

(: (: (: (:
You made my day AGAIN (:

It sucks like crazy to know that you’re friggin busy and that the only free days you have, I have dance trainings ):
But I pray and hope that you would save some of your precious time (even if it’s not a lot) for me (: I swear that would mean a lot.

I love the fact that you’ve NEVER gotten angry at me, despite for my perpetual lateness whenever i’m meeting you,and all the crap that i dish out on you (PMS :P) I love the fact that you can make me laugh till i’m almost at tears and even to the point when I really feel like puking. I love the fact that you trust me so much and give me the freedom and space which i really need. I love the fact that you can make me smile and laugh even when I’m trying to keep a straight face cause i’m pissed at you. I love the fact that you’re always there just to lend a listening ear and put up with all of my complaints and rants even though they don’t exactly make any sense at times <3 Thank you for being perfect just the way you are. And even though you have flaws, I love them because that’s what makes you, YOU.

Please save room for my love

Music that inspires you to think
To reflect
To just stop and ponder for a moment about the lives we lead…

Chances that have been missed
People we have loved and lost
Beginnings and endings
The Journey that we have undertaken
It’s so overwhelming,
You just feel like breaking down
Cause there are simply no words to describe how we feel
Actions and words somehow don’t seem enough
Everyday seems to be passing quickly
Things we take for granted
Things we just never even knew existed.
Misunderstandings, Misconceptions
Endless waits
Disappointment after disappointment
Success after failure
Like rainbow after the rain.
This is what this piece of music feels like to me